I'm annoyed by the fact that today will be the last Gems service.
That sentence doesn't make any sense to me. Whatever.
Anyways, I'm annoyed by the fact that I'm missing the last Gems service.
Nope, not just that.

Annoyed by the fact that I'm not in S'pore to witness the truth
(Whether Jolene's really boy-crazy over Joshua like I am, and is willing to war with me)
Annoyed by the fact that it's been three weeks since I last saw Alfreda's oh so pretty face and Hannah's gorgeous smile.
Annoyed by the fact that after 6 weeks of desperate crushing (Staring, smiling, being cheeky and acting cute- which didn't work for me), my knight in shining armor
(Joshua) still doesn't know that I've been crushing on him

OH WAIT, HE DOES. And all the credit goes to Mr. Zachery- Yay! (NOT)
And guess what Joshua did when he found out- He looked away and tried not to smile.
What's the hell is that- A yes, or a no? OH MY *(%@&($*&

In an hour's time, it's no doubt that I'll be rolling about on my bed, repeating over and over again, "I wanna go home, I wanna go home, I wanna go home, this stinks"

Holiday stinks. I'm away from my friends, away from my daddy, away from Hannah & Alfreda, away from Joshua.

Alfreda's feeling down, yet I'm not there to comfort her. I'm such a beast.
I feel like slapping Jolene really hard. I'm not backing away anymore you bitch.
I can't back off every time there's competition. I gave myself some time to think thoroughly last night, and this time; I'm putting myself in front of my "opponent".
Alfreda, cheer up honey :)
Hannah, I miss you much too :(