I feel useless, I feel defenseless.

Useless- I saw my partner, Jeslyn, being teased by a group of girls during Recess, but yet there was nothing I could do that would be of much help.

Defenseless- My cousins were over at my house yesterday night. First thing they did- Rampaged my room, and locked the door. Where was the fucking key? With them. Boy, were they well prepared. I heard many insults. They messed up my closet (Played with my underwear), took the $50 which was supposedly meant for the Sentosa trip, and read the letter which Joey had wrote to me, and lost the key chain which he had given to me too (I screamed, out loud. Almost cried too). And they read my Diary. That's worse. That made me pissed. Intruding of privacy. Dirty bastards, dirty bastards. I was shooting vulgarities at them, while they fished out their cell phones and recorded my swearing and threatened to tell Daddy if I refused to shut up.


Life is unfair. Even my family doesn't show me any respect.